regarding matters of MY heart
I ran across a quote that really struck a soft spot, the quote states "your ego gets in the way of all your Heart is trying to say". As i read the words i realized this unknown author was speaking directly to me. As much as i have grown there's still parts of my heart which remain unavailable, perhaps because it has already been given away, maybe its damaged beyond repair or better yet locked awaiting THE ONE to unleash all of the hidden emotion i've been incapable or unwilling to expose. I can think of 4 men that i have loved deeply, 2 stand out the most: Terrance, the 1st man that i ever loved. Gone too soon & will never be forgotten. Then there's my former 'best friend' too many years, words & broken promises yet my heart aches when we aren't speaking. My mind races with thoughts of him and my body yearns for his touch. Our last conversation wasn't the worst but it was very clear that it was in fact our last conversation. Now afte...