The World Outside My Window

The purple and blues mix together like lips intertwined for the first time Now your hands trace my skin as you would a velvet comforter The room spins and I'm in your arms, or is it Heaven? The deep ripples of the waves remind me of your fingers intangled in the succulent curls of my hair Then I feel your energy and become engulfed into your aura Beaming from within, I begin to feel the intense Love from the Universe and know that all is okay; today.

I am super excited about the writing I've been doing as well as what I have in mind to share.  I am enjoying my Journey thusfar and I'm currently on my way to enjoy a hike followed by whatever the Day brings.  Just wanted to touch basis with you all and wish you a very happy 1111! I intend to share more, but until then.... Love.

Right now I need you Between my ears In my thoughts Assuring me that... "All is well". Right now I want you Inside my Heart Beating with me Syncing our vibe And securing our bond. Right now I'm wondering Why aren't you here? Where have you been? And most importantly, how can I get you back into the space where we are One? Right now i love you.  *written on October 19, 2014 @ 3:21pm

These feelings are uniquely unfamiliar; I've felt them before, many times;  but never to this magnitude. I recall this space, but typically the trip is over before I'm fully settled and had a chance to unpack my bags completely. I no longer recognize the shape of my Heart, it's been stretched to the point that it's unrecognizable to me. It's as if it's fully open, which frightens me; I suppose due to the amount of vulnerability it requires.   To think I'd get to be "a woman of a certain age" and finally begin to understand (slightly) what it means to love.  Not in the cliché sense of the term, this is something altogether different. I feel brand new to love; as if all of the hurts from the past have been erased.  A few days ago I posted on my Facebook that I'd given all of my "ugly Hurts" their "pretty Wings"; to be honest, I thought I was just being clever by playing on the words and songs of two of my favorite artist (...

It's approaching two years since I was first diagnosed with "Anxiety Disorder", prior to that time I had no care or concern for mental health, mental illness or anything associated with it. Not from a standpoint of not having empathy or compassion for those who suffer from it or have loved ones battling various conditions; it was more like "out of sight, out of mind" as I've never really had anyone close to me battle such "d'evils". I won't go into detail regarding how it became a part of my life, however in previous posts I have shared somewhat how it effects me.  I recall last year being the worst with it (to date), that was when I truly learned by experience how much different my life had become.  The Anxiety attacks had become more frequent as well as migraine headaches, insomnia, eczema and other symptoms associated with the disorder. I know of a time or a few where I'd gone into an anxiety attack and completely blacked out, ...

I am so grateful to God for the Women in my life and the examples they have been for me. I am at a loss for words as the Vibration in my head is attempting to gain strength. The crazy part is, in time of Migraine, that's when I seem to have the most questions.... Today, the Migraine allowed me to "be still" and to stop Thinking, which allowed me to spend the day Dreaming. Today: "the Moon is my Sun" *quote is from someone I follow on Twitter, they posted some time ago, but it touched me so I remembered it.