The World Outside My Window

My body craves you as I stare into the colors of the Autumn Sky. The rich reds, pinks, purples, blues and orange, entice my senses and I can only imagine our bodies intertwined. Your hands roaming the softness that is my skin while my tongue trace your Manhood. Both searching to quench the thirst that has become of our lust. Or perhaps it's love; in its most primitive form. As I feel like a Cave Woman awaiting Man to come from his fights with the beasts of the land looking for yet another to conquer.  He enters, grabbing my hair with a hand on my neck and then loosening the grip of my hair in exchange for caressing the body; knowing I belong to only Him. Smelling of delicious sweat and sweet desire we become One, creating passionate sounds and enticing scents that only lovers could create. Our auras glow in the darkness, maybe under the Stars or in the secret places He finds for us. Abandoning reality and all that's left is the Beautiful Fantasy written underneath an Orange Sky...

Not long after "Strawberry Kisses" I shared the story with a friend who'd often expressed that I had become her "woman crush"; however due to her circumstances I'd always thought she was playing. Well, I learned shortly after that how serious she was.  One night after getting the "hood" of my clit pierced we were chilling, drinking 151 Rum; straight (if memory serves me correctly). So she began to share how she was hurt and always fantasied/ thought that she'd be my first. Before things got too emotional her significant other changes the subject back to my piercing; I don't remember who asked, but show and tell was requested. Next thing I know tongues are exploring my clit, piercing and pussy. The sensations were like nothing I'd ever experienced. Before I lost myself in the ecstasy and Rum I decided to make my exit.  She drove me home, but made sure to "69" in the back seat before she allowed me to leave (lol). Our relationsh...

listened to my "secret" playlist and allowed the music and teachings to saturate my subconscious as well as encourage my Dreams & Goals.  awoke to confirmations and revelations... about to "break fast" with my vision board, business plans, journals and that good in my bowl.  thanking and praising God for waking me this morning with my mind right and better mood(s). all glory to the Most High 👋🙏🙌

My first time with "Girls, Girls, Girls".  Our initial interaction was based on the fact that she was "auditioning" girls to join her and her boyfriend. As she was honest in her description I let her know I wasn't interested in participating; however she and I could become friends and see what developed. She agreed :) I don't recall the details of her next contact, so I'll fast forward a bit... She let me know that she was with her "best friend" and asked if I wanted to hang out. Upon arrival the mood was delightful; and her friend was an Ebony Eyed beauty!  Drinks, smoke, music and candlelight; the three of us had the most amazing encounter I could've imagined.  After that experience I knew, no "flings"... Relationships only (with girls that is *giggle*).  To be continued....

My wings want me to fly away My feet says run as fast as you can My heart beats in sync with the cadence of your voice My head reassures me; truly, madly... Deeply. 

"Don’t leave my Ocean for shallow Waters then ask me about the Moon." ~ Dream Hampton I can feel you attempting to summons me; like you've always done. If you can't tell, I'm ignoring you!   I've written about it before, however I find myself in a completely different level of bullshit that I refuse to entertain. I've decided to address it/ them so it's known that "I'm Real".  Feathers: Angry Birds, Pigeons & Chickenheads Some of your last words to me were "this isn't friendship; this is business." you made no effort to help in my time of need after all the advice, interventions and loyalty shown to you. You betrayed me on a level I've never known; getting over that was to me what I imagine it would be like to end an abusive marriage. Then to put the nails in the coffin, you said as a final remark, "go to your family and get a husband because I've already found mine".... Let's not forget, you got ri...

Have you ever used your sense(s) to give instructions to your body? When God is the conductor of your moment(s), experience(s)... Life; the music plays so beautifully. 

Right now I need you Between my ears In my thoughts Assuring me that... "All is well". Right now I want you Inside my Heart Beating with me Syncing our vibe And securing our bond. Right now I'm wondering Why aren't you here? Where have you been? And most importantly, how can I get you back into the space where we are One? Right now i love you.  *written on October 19, 2014 @ 3:21pm

I wish you knew what you truly mean to me.  I'd honestly hate to "see" you out of my life.  I'm sure you'll do great, I just know, or should I say... I believe my expressions are unmatched.  Loving and fucking unknown to the average "human" Being. My desire runs though my veins like Vodka; or Rum; made by the Jamacian Priestess I once was.  Perhaps you put a spell on me.  There's a thought! As I have become consumed by you. Fiending like a junkie awaiting my next "hit".  I need it right now; I think more than my next breath. 

I've been to the East many times before, however never in this capacity. Everything appears the same as I remember, yet there's something altogether different this time. The Sky I adore is the same, but the Stars are brighter and the weather remains neutral; while the Sun and Moon battle to display their altered states of Being in this foreign land.  In some ways I expected the experience to be the way it has and on other days I long to return to the Sea. The Shore gives me hope of endless possibilities, and a bit of intrigue as at times I debate taking an anchor and returning to my Mermaid Life. Then I remember the Ones I'd leave behind, along with the Ones who would actually notice and care that I was no more. So I embrace this place called Earth; Lightyears from "Home" and plot to build the Empire I see in my memories. Rediscovering ways to intertwine the lives I left behind, my newfound fantasies, along with this reality. All with the knowing that I am co-...

Your brown eyes dance when they meet mine.  Your delicate hands and tiny feet are quite adorable on your petite frame.  The roundness of your cheeks and curve of your smile send me to a Space in my mind where "Beautiful" resides.  Soft waves, deep curls or bone straight; the hair captivates me.  The way in which you adorn your self reminds me of our first Christmas; sparkling and unexpected.  Your soft lips caress my hand and I only wish they were attached to some one else, so I could truly experience them against mine.  The delimma of Loving you and realizing I'm simply Loving me. 

I don't know when, where or how we'll meet.  I don't know who you are, but I know why... I long for you; already. The smell of your hair, the touch of your skin, your caress.  The way your body feels against mine.  The sound of your voice as we exchange ancient secrets and form new recipes of passion; leaving us both in the land of bliss.  In search of an oasis to quench our desires. I have a suspicion once our Eyes meet you'll know it too.  You'll have a knowing; that just like I do. you Love me; already.

I don't Love you; not for any of the obvious... I admire you for your ambition.  I cherish you for your wisdom.  Your words inspire me.  Your voice makes me shake deep within.  You made me Love everything about you; effortlessly & unconditionally. 

Love, Love, Love, Love, Love... I know I've been basking "in Love" for quite some time now; so much so that I did not want to publish this expression.  I touched on my feelings briefly in the piece titled " Venus on Display "; as I am becoming more in tune with my Self, I am also made aware of the affects/ effects of "others" into my Space.  This was brought up due to the fact that recently I was strongly advised to compose an Advanced Directive ; at that moment "shit got real!". Although I was aware of the severity of my condition(s); it wasn't until the need to put such a formal document in place that I truly understood how serious things have become.   Enters "Trust Issues", I thought I knew what I'd do if I was put in this position, but as the saying goes, "until it happens to you...".  I took a moment and discussed things with the Man in my Life who would be "responsible" for me since I am ...

Happy Sabbath, Everyone! I hope you are enjoying this Beautiful, Sunday Morning!  I've been basking in an impromptu "Staycation" (lol) allowing me to discover a love for the City; like never before.  I intend to work on a few posts (hopefully I'll be able to publish them Today :) Also, "Hello" & "Welcome" to all of my Supporters, Well-Wishers and Friends.  I would like to say "Thank you!" for all of the kind words, care and concern.  It is truly a Blessing to know and feel that you are Loved and Appreciated.  My Heart is bursting with Gratitude. Namaste Lastly, for those interested in contacting me, you can do so as follows: KingKamille3@gmail.com

"Be thirsty Heart, seek forever without a rest.  Let this soundless longing hidden deep inside you be the source of every word you say" - Rumi The other evening while working on my fitness, I thought of revisiting a form of writing I'd long abandoned.  I've written wedding vows for my self approximately three times, obviously never taking the opportunity to recite them.  I remember the first poem I wrote; my Aunt assisted me, nevertheless the poem was selected to be published in some school book, I don't recall what type; I just know it wasn't the yearbook.  This was in Junior High School.   I remember some time later I felt "some type of way" and tore up the only copy I had.  Shortly after doing so I promised my self I'd never do that again. Is there a word stronger than "Love"?  If so that's what I feel for Venus; she's my "Planet of Love" as well as the "Love Planet" of the Universe and I adore He...

As i channelled feelings as well as thoughts of previous expressions of "love", I couldn't help thinking about a time when I was willing to "go hard or go home" so to speak.  The year was hmmm 2010 or 2011 and my "lover" at the time was over Seas. During an email conversation he mentioned being homesick; so I asked if there was anything I could do to make "it" better? He then expressed his need for one (1) item and I assured him that I'd take care of it. Shortly after my good "friend" OCD mingled with "love" and I was off, in search of... As I shopped I thought, "if it were me, I'd appreciate a complete 'care' package"; so I included some silly things, a few 'insiders', a book and other 'cute' items. Somehow the timing synced almost perfectly with Valentine's Day so I also included a card and candy :) Not long after we had another conversation and an item was mentioned. This ti...