The World Outside My Window

I am so grateful to God for the Women in my life and the examples they have been for me. I am at a loss for words as the Vibration in my head is attempting to gain strength. The crazy part is, in time of Migraine, that's when I seem to have the most questions.... Today, the Migraine allowed me to "be still" and to stop Thinking, which allowed me to spend the day Dreaming. Today: "the Moon is my Sun" *quote is from someone I follow on Twitter, they posted some time ago, but it touched me so I remembered it.

have/do you ever study yourself? like, dissect your drive, thoughts, motives, actions/behaviors? do you know what "moves" you? what inspires you? what motivates you? what are you passionate about? when I say "you" I mean, without popular opinion, peer pressure, the appearance of what your actions may say to others "on the outside looking in", but how you feel to your Core, in the eye of God... or better yet, have/do you ever study what God says about you? His promises to you and others who love, trust and obey His word?

Typically, i don't read my horoscope until the day is over. I recall during my "Great Depression", I'd read it daily and by the last sentence/word I was so upset because my life and the words expressed were extremely different. I felt as if reading it was a joke and/or a waste of time. I figured "whose life is that 'pretty' (for lack of a better word)?" I don't know if it was my skepticism that my life could be the way it was expressed in these words or if I it was the low energy in which I dwelled that kept me from believing it were possible. Or perhaps a combination of the two. Once I began to change my energy, I noticed my life and my horoscope were beginning to align themselves and I found a peace in seeing confirmation (a pat on the back or "good job" so to speak) and I depended on it (my horoscope) less and less. I began to turn to my Bible (the actual book as well as the mobile app), prayer and meditation instead, only checking...

I don't recall how old I was, whatever age you are when you begin the 9th grade. For some stupid reason there was a change in the School System stretching the grades in Elementary, Middle and High School. I felt as if it were premature and the students (myself) wasn't quite ready to be thrown into High School. In my mind, proper development is a major factor when it comes to maturity and abilities. I was barely getting accustomed to Middle School life and all of its changes, then BAM, get ready for High School a year early -insert petrified face here- I complained, but nothing changed, so I learned to keep my complaints to myself. It's inevitable, High School is happening and there's nothing I could do about it. Randomly I am contacted by my Aunt who informs me that her Husband would come to town and help me prepare. She states that he'd take me shopping for school clothes and possibly lunch. I believe she also instructed me to inquire about the spending limit up ...

I know, only in fables and movies, right? WRONG! Vampires come in many disguises, here's a not so common fact: they aren't necessarily after "blood". You ever spend time with someone/people and by the time you part ways you are drained? Mentally, Physically, Emotionally and/or Financially? If the answer is "yes", you my friend have fallen victim to a Vampire's bite. For some this may seem hopeless, but I'm here to remind you of one very important thing: Vampires, in their own way are usually ladies/gentleman, so they must be invited into your pocket, heart, thoughts, home and life. So stop inviting them OR disinvite them from your space. Simple? It really is. Trouble comes when certain circumstances are beyond your control. In those cases, I advise to be courteous however just as places of recreation and business "have the right to refuse service". Typically I try to keep my mouth shut, i bite my tongue A LOT. i believe certain things...

I need to work at "getting to the point", honestly I believe that's for casual relationships. However, in business and/or personal relationships you should enjoy sharing the details. Improper sharing may result in casualties, oftentimes at your own expense (is that a coincidence?). I believe presentation is extremely important. To the point, if a dish isn't visually appealing, I can't eat it. Some will say, "that's unreasonable", I agree to disagree and move on to the next thing. Yet, I can be unreasonable with other things. I don't always recognize it so I usually asks randumbly. I've learned, or so it seems, when I have to ask if I'm being unreasonable, oftentimes it's because I am. Here's a weird, fun fact: I consider #Insomnia to be one of my best friends. We met during my first pregnancy. I had a job, full schedule of classes and I was becoming a single mother (and I hated kids, smh)... I couldn't figure out how I...

I can be an impulse shopper, but only with the things that allow it without major repercussions. Such as wine, if the bottle and/or label is "pretty" or things that smell "good" that's my choice; I figure I want to be surrounded by pretty things that smell good. Win/Win! However if I'm purchasing electronics or something more technical, I research brands, trends as well as poll friends for their opinion. Funny thing though, I'm often told "that's not how you do that!" Or simply "that's wrong" with no insight on what's "right" or the appropriate way to choose wine or the like. Even funnier, my choices always seem to work out (For Me) when I make the selection that way. It's as if I've made a connection and it becomes "mine". Here's a fun fact about me, I am extremely territorial and possessive. I try to keep it a secret, but those who've managed to occupy a particular space in my heart...