he crossed my mind...

'I was just thinking about you, wondering what you doing I mean what you've been up to

I know its wrong feeling this strong let me take a second minute I will think this thing through

Remember all the moments for two, how we used to

Oh yeah

But the reality honestly...you where never good for me and I was never good for you.

I just remember what we used to do..'

Lately whenever my mind travels to thoughts of him I am reminded of the Jill Scott song in which she reminisces of a past lover who 'stretched her limbs across the bed and showed her where the climax was at' whewwwwwww yes! That would be YOU *wipes away the tears* anyway she paints a vivid picture of the love they shared. I know if I pick up this phone, write this letter, send this '2way/text' I'm gone say some things and you're gonna say some things that we both don't need to say.

In the end regardless of the connection if its only physical the contact isn't worth the heart/headache. I need to be reminded of this fact each time I start to think of him wondering what he's up to or what he's doing. I am learning to let him go

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