brokenhearted girl
My heart hurts more than it has in a very long time. I feel as if apart of me died. I wish I could sleep and avoid the reality of this pain.
How Did I Get Here?
"Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb; you taught me wisdom in the secret place" Psalms 51:6 According to my mother, she was unaware that she was carrying me until she was approximately 5 months pregnant. She never experienced morning sickness or missed that "special time" us girls love so much (catch the sarcasm), she continued her life without the discomfort most women experience during their first pregnancy. I don't recall how she realized that she was in fact pregnant however I do recall her telling me the story of how she named me. She said she was sitting alone and heard a voice tell her "I need you, come here" so from that (as ridiculous as it may sound) she named me, ******* Kamille. For most of my life I thought that story was completely embarrassing and I had even grown to hate my name, choosing to go by Kamille instead. As I type these words, I now understand how it tied together. You see GOD knew that I h...
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