Right now I need you Between my ears In my thoughts Assuring me that... "All is well". Right now I want you Inside my Heart Beating with me Syncing our vibe And securing our bond. Right now I'm wondering Why aren't you here? Where have you been? And most importantly, how can I get you back into the space where we are One? Right now i love you. *written on October 19, 2014 @ 3:21pm
"Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb; you taught me wisdom in the secret place" Psalms 51:6 According to my mother, she was unaware that she was carrying me until she was approximately 5 months pregnant. She never experienced morning sickness or missed that "special time" us girls love so much (catch the sarcasm), she continued her life without the discomfort most women experience during their first pregnancy. I don't recall how she realized that she was in fact pregnant however I do recall her telling me the story of how she named me. She said she was sitting alone and heard a voice tell her "I need you, come here" so from that (as ridiculous as it may sound) she named me, ******* Kamille. For most of my life I thought that story was completely embarrassing and I had even grown to hate my name, choosing to go by Kamille instead. As I type these words, I now understand how it tied together. You see GOD knew that I h...
As some have noticed, it's been a while since I've shared my thoughts with you. On one hand, I'd like to apologize however I'm not sure why. As I pause for a moment to ask myself why I felt this way, the thought "it would be the nice thing to do" came to mind. On the other hand, as I've expressed on Twitter and in previous posts; I try not to use this as an outlet for whining and/or complaining. So I decided to "be still" until I had the words to share. I'm not quite sure where to begin or how much to share so this should be interesting lol. I decided it was time for me to return to church, this was a few months ago. So I prayed and meditated on what I needed, I was very clear with God as well as myself that I wasn't at all interested in "playing church". I wanted to be taught, nurtured, understood and productive. I didn't want to just sit in the pew and leave the same way I'd arrived. So after like months of conversa...
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